By games I really mean resetting my sleep pattern before I start working next week. This whole sleeping at night and waking up fourish hours earlier than what I normally do is a mind fuck. If it weren’t for me promising to watch my friend’s kids this week, I would have had to do this whilst adjusting to working as well as over the weekend. But lucky for me things didn’t tun out like that. Perhaps, unluckily for the wee ones I’m minding this week, for my energy will be manufactured by coffee.
And it is obvious writing blogs at this time of the day isn’t for me. Sure, I normally write them shortly after I awake. But normally I’m not awake for at least three hours, probably closer to four. This morning I sat on my bed for hours (okay it was probably like three minutes, but I didn’t count and it felt like hours), pepping myself up for the day. Was I pepping myself up for the twins? No! It was actually leaving getting dressed and leaving my house at this time of the day. This time of the day being before noon.
The sun is at weird angles. I vaguely remember this from when I was at my soul sucking grocery cashier job. But even then, I tried to get midshifts if I could help it.But on the other hand it’s not quite as bright out, and I can appreciate that. Well, at least the sun is still hiding behind the neighbor’s house for the most part and not reminding me my eyes are misshapen causing me to shrink back from the sun in a rather vampiric manner. (On a side note over the weekend I developed some sort of reaction on my arms, which makes me question whether or not I am in fact at least part vampire.) But I digress.
I ate a banana. So, you know I have that going for me. Also, I managed to make a cup of coffee without exploding the kitchen. I feel like those are small glimmers of hope, that I will be able to… Nope. Nope. Nope. The sun just crested over the neighbor’s house and right into my eyes.